Eddie and I have been married for 6 years. He constantly tells me how attractive I am. He also loves my very plump body and my "D" cup tits. I have been having fantasies about sex with a black man since I was in high school 15 years ago. In my fantasies the black man fucks my pussy and ass and I suck his cock. I had 3 real life chances with a black man and I chickened out every time. Eddie is very liberal in his thinking, but I'm afraid to disclose my fantasies to him. I'm afraid of creating tension in our marriage and worst of all Eddie leaving me because I am nuts. Becky Greenwell