Being gay got you beat up in my home town. I had to suppress my desire for sex with men until I went to college. I took a class titled: "Sexual Customs and Mores in Western Society". Gay sex was the topic of the day almost weekly. I sensed that my professor was gay. I stayed after class for him to expand the topic of the day which was "homosexual sex in the United States". He invited me to his apartment to further discuss the point he made earlier in class. I asked him to expand the topic, but he said actions were almost always better to describe feelings. He moved closer to me and started rubbing my crotch and asking if I liked what he was doing. 15 minutes we were both naked in bed and he was sucking my cock. I asked what he wanted to do and he suggested I suck his cock which I did with gusto. My relationship with him lasted all four years I went to his college plus one year of graduate school. Zane Harpster