I was raised by a single mother. Mom believed in strict discipline so I got spanked many times. Some times I deserved a spanking, but not all the time. The last spanking I got was just after graduation when I came home drunk. She bent me over the bed and spanked me with a ping pong paddle. I knew I deserved a spanking, but I thought it would be harder. I kept saying "harder and is that as hard as you can spank me". I cried and then took 3 or 4 extra hits. When I went to college I missed the spankings. On my 1st long weekend home I asked mom to "please spank me and make it hard". I think I'm addicted to pain because every time I come home, I want a good hard spanking. My roommate always asks "how did your butt get so bruised" If only she knew the entire story about my addiction to pain. Lisa Sundheim